Sunday, December 31, 2006

- Last Day of 2006 -

Last 3 hours for 2006. Two-Double-0-Seven is coming soon. real soon. And i'm stuck at home in Miri celebrating New Year. Well, it's nice in a way. i get to sleep early after some fireworks show outside my house. i don't think anyone will even notice my existence. LOL.... okok.. its not that bad having a weekend off from my training every week. 4 weeks down, 8 weeks to go, including the public holidays and the leave that i'll be applying it. muahahhahahahhaha..... Tomorrow's mass will be at 7 am. Gosh i need to wake up early again....

2007... A New Year with a New Resolution. Honestly i don't keep any resolution this year. All of them... i mean most of them have been resoluted and i would say that it's great having the best time of the year in 2006. let me see, i was working in the beginning of the year, try to get a taste of how life would be in the work place. seems that i still prefer uni life. of cause it's not that bad but it's exhausting and i would rather sleep at home, hibernating. Anyway, i went to KL to blow my mind off for holidays. Semester starts and everything goes smoothly. the worst thing that had happened to me in 2006 is that the company that i had apply for internship had reject my application. Mayb i need to fix my Resume...... I can speak French.... i can do somersault, i can sing like Josh Groban..... hmmmmm..... Maybe...

Anyway, instead of the company near my hometown, i had to fly 1 hour from Kuching to reach Miri, back to where i don't belong and travel by car around 2 hours with the Borneo Highway, to reach a place called Galasah Palm Oil Mill (GPOM). A place where i have to do my training. It's a suburb like no other suburb. A place where air pollution is constantly killing tons of people and many people suffer from the entertainment trauma. There's not even any entertainment where i live. People there, drink for fun, the indigenous people are watching Astro at home. it's true that they have lots of properties and lots of money or i can say cash. but the fact is that they don't know how to spend them (the money). i see couple of the people having Proton Waja parking in front of their house. Guess what?? If my prediction is not wrong, those people cash their car. hmmm... how i wish i can do that.....

Life have been hard. Ups and downs, highs and lows, Horizontal and vertical..... What else. i don't know. Apart from gaining more experience of the UTP Presentation competition, i joined the National Day Parade. Imagine we are wearing Regalia, colorful regalia and march in front of Agong and all the Prime Minister. hmmmm... guess which place we got?? we got the 13 place over 100 contingents who march throughout the parade. Other than that it's all confidential. hehe....

Anyway, again, i would like to wish everyone Happy New Year 2007 and this is my last blog for this year. Wishing everyone a joyous and peaceful New Year 2007, Living in a more healthier life, Love life, career, Studies and safe traveling to those who are going overseas soon. Hope to see u guys again tomorrow, next year... Peace and Cheerz~!!!

- Valerian -
2006 end

- Me @ Lutong Beach, 2006 -

Monday, December 25, 2006

- 3 -

3 is a number. 3 is spelled three. 3 is a digit and 3 is just a pathetic number.

- 3 -
3 Second is to let the rock free fall from the 3 story building...
3 Minutes is where u are late, as always...
3 Hours is the time i have waited in the airport for the time to pass by very slowly...
3 Days is the last 3 days i'm gonna spend the last moment alone...
3 Weeks has just pass for my Industrial Training
3 Months is the period of my training
3 Years... is the period that i have to wait patiently for it to pass by...
3 will be the number i hate the most...
and 3 is curse...
for eternity...

I'm back in Kuching for Christmas... and it's been a lot easier if this year's Christmas would not be a wet one. of Cause, the whether forecast would say that it's Monsoon season. Rainy season is expected. Christmas brings joyous moment and happiness with peaceful moment for some. For me, i wish that santa would grant me wishes instead of giving me present every year. Having a hard time going through my training is the hardest part for me to cope. Going through some other stuffs without the support of the other part of u is a lot harder. 9 weeks to go... Happy New Year 2007. God bless.

Cheerz~!!!

Sunday, December 17, 2006

- 8 days b4 Christmas -

Yes!!!! Finally i can online again.... back to civilization indeed. i need some fresh air. don't even know what will i do without internet at home. i wonder. SOP really cracks my head and it's been 2 weeks i trained there. things going to be tough. especially for next month. i don't know how will i go through my life.

Anyway, i juz wanna drop by and say hello to you all and i hope i'll write longer next time when i have the time.. till then, Have a blessed Christmas or i should say Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2007.

Cheerz~!!!

Friday, December 01, 2006

- The short period before Christmas -

30th November 2006, 2200 hours.
I came back on Thursday night. Its the last day of November. It was 10pm. i never thought this will happened. Kuching have been raining couple of days already. Flight delayed to 1120 pm. expected arrived Kuching around 1230am. It was late. Arrived home around 1 am. Sleep.

30th November 2006, 1400 hours
I was doing last minute packing. Having a tough time deciding whether i should pack my CPU. At last it was decided. Bring back home. It was due to the outcome of having to wait for the reply for Sanmina company to hire another trainee. I fail to get into Komag, nor Shell too. It was a sad ending. After Couple of hours of packing, Francis came and pick me up and went to dinner with Edward. Happy belated birthday again Edward.

- Today - 1st of December 2006 - 2300 hours -
My fate isn't what i expected. Make my decision on going to SOP (Sarawak Oil Palm) to do my Industrial Training. It was a hard and complicated decision. Really don't have any idea what's got into me. Its the first time i feel so sickening. Previous year, leaving Miri and come back to Kuching is the most wonderful things for me as Christmas approaching. This time around, i don't know what to feel. i lost the spirit of Christmas.Its been a while. Life has been so emotional and spiritually, i lost the will to live. Staying in Gelasah Estate, what can i say, its the last place i would go when war of the world come.

I hope someday, the blue sky that we seen would last for eternal. I think I won't be blogging for a while considering i will not be back for three months. Miracles do happened for many reasons...

And these reasons will live throughout our life forever.

God bless~!!