- Server Down -

Server is really down tonight. not juz slow but tiring. Extremely down and depress... damn, hopefully something interesting would come up later. *Sigh*...... Don't know what's going on. maybe it's my nerve on getting on something. been playing too much this two months. deteriorate my studies. though it seems i might underestimate some of the units, i'm still me. starring outside my windows and glare at the cloud, wondering....... wondering..... day past. waste of time. cannot go back to the past. Being a phlegmatic is what i am now. going through again and again the pain. the pain no man would go through. not me. not you. but face it like a man. we are living in the real world. we cannot stop eating for days. we cannot sleep for days. we cannot live in the dream, NO MORE~~~! Running around directionless. empty. pathetic. Water is calm and so am i.Cheers mate...