Thursday, May 31, 2007

- 12 hours before my Risk Managment Test -

Let's just say that i have an interesting story going on yesterday. It's been in my mind for 24 hours now and i need to let it go. Alright, where do i start off.

It started when....


"RING!!! RING!!! RING!!!".... Darn my alarm clock. It's 6 am now. Do i need to wake up now? Yeah.... Zzzzz.... Right. Its my habit to wake up one hour earlier because i would go back to sleep. Its typical Wednesday morning with the sun shine brightly in the sky. As always for these few days. I can't remember the last time when it's rain. Right.. i forgot. It rains heavily last night. i was looking through my Risk notes and fell asleep. "RING!!! RING!!! RING!!!" AGAIN!?!?!?! What now? Right i need to wake up and catch the 8 am shuttle. Take my bath as fast as i could and reach my cloth and put it on.

Shuttle on time. Wow. Sure was hot that morning. I am pretty sure that campus is not that pack with students already. With one of the food stall closed down for Gawai, pretty early i reckon. Anyhow, as usual, i called for Teh-C Kecil panas tidak mahu ice. LOL.... and my all time favorite, Full moon Toast. I wonder how will i survive without this kind of breakfast next time. It's been my regular breakfast since foundation. Can't see why people would said, "Yeah i know, Full Moon Toast, as usual". Right. Especially the girl with the sharp voice that always saw me when i order my drinks, "Apa?? Nescafe or milo??", "Nop, Teh-C kecil panas. " Haha... Later that morning i was working on my memorizing and understanding for my Risk Management notes. Imagine i need to go way back in Year 2 to think about how did i study my Engineering Sustainable Development. It's like, there's more than 10 chapters, forgot how many, and we have to memorize, and some common sense, i mean common sense, u can't aspect me to memorize ma. People can forget about it and need to turn to the previous page again.

As a matter of fact, i just read and swallowed all the important points. Forget about memorizing the whole sentences. it's just not right to do that.

10 AM. "Oh hey Jerome, yeah wait, let me finish this sentence and we can go." U might be wondering where we go later. Of course, no one actually knows except for some if u read this blog. Pledge Form. I need to do Pledge from Admin staffs and The Librarian Stuffs. Means i need to ask money from them. This is for charity purposes. Here how it goes. CSSCSM has been going along with Pledge from Curtin Staff for almost a year now, pledging money, of course, for the main objectives. To do charity. All the money comes from the staff will saves thousand and millions of lives, whether it's for the tsunami victims or any party that needs the money. "Jerome, I hate doing this la, My muka one inch thicker for now. It's not what i wanted to do. But since it's my final year, i would wanna do something.", "Well, at least this is something though.", "yeah i suppose so". "Miss Noria. Hi, My name is Valerian Chung and this is Jerome. We are from CSSCSM and we are here to collect pledge from u.", "Ah, collection day. Follow me." .....

Later that morning, i need to switch to the top of the Library because Pau is going home for lunch i suppose. Been skipping lunch and having late lunch since weeks ago. Never had a descent lunch since then. Kinda miss lunch. Wow, i think i'm gonna have a hard time going through all this Flixborough and Bhopal incident. I told myself, just for today, just for today. Well it is for today. For the rest of the day, i just digest all the petty little points into my mind. Suck but what to do.

3 hours before the test started
I'm hungry. My stomach has been calling me "Feed me, Valerian, Feed me now!!!!!" Aiks. i need to eat something. When i reach cafeteria, it was only CDS annd Hafiz is open for now. Haiz.. what to eat wor. Not toast again. At least not at this time. Maybe i'll juz go for Hafiz. I called Mee goreng with one telur. Yes, that ought to do it. Guess what, i swallow the mee as if i didn't eat something. i mean i ate the mee but it's not mee that asking my brain to function and digest it, but it's Risk that makes me digest it because it ought to memorize more. i don't feel anything at all. haiz....

1 hour before the actual test
It all down to 1 hour before my actual test. it's so quite in the library. i know that i open till late but it's pretty scary since i was alone here at one corner reading the case studies. Well, at least i'm not alone in a way, the librarian still here, arranging the chair back to its origin. Right i better get going now before the test started.

10 minutes before the test
"U are not allowed to go out to toilet during the test. For those who wants to go, u may go now."

1 minute after after the test
My gosh, part 1 i think i can score. Part two, hmmmm... not sure, it's all definition. I might do mistake but i'll write what is relevant only. Part 3, case studies, as expected. I need to write more that 1 1/2 pages. Part four, Hazop and Hazan.... at least it's not that hard.

Exactly 8 pm...
What is this??? what is Bath tube Curve????? My gosh, i can't remember, mayb i'll just draw one bath tube like curve..... Oh yeah... i remember. it is a bath tube curve. it's only the resemblance. What are the parameters anywhere..??? Oh well, worst comes to worst, i'll just drew someone in taking a bath in there listening to Mp3's.

930 pm
Finally, i can't stand it any longer. Thank God, the test finished. What a relief. Well, for me overall, it's test is ok... but not sure how's the mark going to be. We'll see about it in July.

945pm
"Hungry, go eat Francis"... I'm not going .... "U wanna go, Valerian?? I'll go get motorcycle from Deniese...", "Ok, SUre... ", "wait, do u think Edward wanna go?? ", "who knows, call him now", "Ok. Hello??", "who is this??", =.=""", "Its me Valerian (hmmmm.. how come u don't recognize me), Do u wanna go have dinner??", "Ok sure, Just let me Put my things home first then i'll go pick u up.", " ok sure".....

Well, the whole night we went to KFC to have out late dinner and early supper. It's gonna cost me for good cause its not good to eat fried chicken at this hour. Oh well, what to do. Later that night, Gan, Audrey, Edward, Pau and me went to Coffee Bean Celebrate Audrey's belated Birthday... What a day.... WHAT!!?!?!? Bridgid's Birthday tomorrow?? OH why, no problems. We'll pick randomly the any cake and we'll go to her house surprise her. HOpe she's surprise. She was Surprise, anyway.

Alright, I reach home probably around 1 am. Finally, i reach home...... Haiz... i can have my shower for now.... need to wake up early tomorrow morning to do my final year project experiment and get it right this time. For the rest of the time. I'll juz Rest for now. Wow.. what a day and hope it's endless.. Course it's FUN!!!!

Cheerz~!!!


Tuesday, May 29, 2007

- This is My Now -

Another recommended song by Jordin Sparks, entitled This is my now. Enjoy~!!!!!

Jordin Sparks This Is My Now Lyrics

American Idol Season 6 (2007) Winner Song

There was a time I packed my dreams away.
Living in a shell, hiding from myself.

here was a time when I was so afraid.
I thought I'd reached the end,
But baby that was then
I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.

I have to decide,
Was I gonna to play it safe.
Or look somewhere deep in side,
Try to turn the tide,
And find the strength to take that step of faith.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.

And I have the courage like never before, yeah.
I've settled for less now I'm ready for more,
Ready for more.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts.
That was then, this is my now.

I'm living in the moment
I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts.
That was then, this is my now.
This is my now.

Courtesy from http://www.metrolyrics.com



Saturday, May 12, 2007

- Happy Mother's Day -

This blog entry is dedicated to all the single mother, mothers, grandmothers, grad-grandmothers and all the mothers around the world. Happy Mother's Day. I love you mom.

Son,
Valerian Chung






Sunday, May 06, 2007

- May Festival -

Hectic weekend.... Yes wannabe multitasking finally comes again. I would reckon that if i want to do multitasking, i would feed myself up first before getting back to my workload. Tons of 'em. Big projects coming up and Jazz Festival coming up next Saturday. For more information, visits their website at http://www.mirijazzfestival.com. See so nice, help them to promote again.. haha.. anyway, i plan to hope on the wagon to join the jazz.. anyone who is reading this now..... Join the fun if possible. wish i could get the ticket soon.

Anyway, yes... as my blog entry today is the May Festival. Miri is celebrating their anniversary of being a City this month again. I'm not quite sure what is happening other than Jazz Festival, which also indirectly promoting Visit Malaysia 2007. Well, i heard that there'll be some sort of competition involving people who was bored in May in yesteryear. Great. May's Babies... sounds interesting.

Other than that, i could murder myself to prepare for the worst. I know i know... as a student u would want to enjoy ur final year as great as possible. it's not that i'm not enjoying. I am enjoying now. Working and thinking of what is coming up next for the next few weeks. Time management and weekly planning "konon". Yeah i wasn't that much of concentrating for the past few weeks. Strictly speaking, i'm kinda disappointed in my mid semester test and everything. I lost my way through it. WHAT AM I THINKING!!!!???? Right it's not the right time to whine and complain much and do nothing. i mean i did something to impress myself, to satisfy myself of the results i got. In two weeks time, CSS would be having their election and potential leaders are to be chosen on that day. Screw it, i mean i really need an assistant to share the burden with me. Nah. Guess it's too late for that. For now, just enjoy my life and erm.. leave it to God.

Last week, i watch American Idol gives back and it was spectacular. Across the states, there's people suffering from poverty, the aftermath of Katrina and stuffs about Africa. We can make changes by calling 1-866-Idol-Aid... haha.. that's what i got by watching it every week. The songs i like the most is I'll stand by you by Carrie Underwood and Up to a mountain by Kelly Clarkson. Overall, the show was spectacular. Fortunately no one was voted out on that day. Well, top 4 Idol are competing for now (latest episode). Who will be the next American Idol.....

Gosh, time past really really fast as the semester is going to end soon. How come??? In less than a month, study week is coming up. Then, it's the final exams. Then it's the holiday. Aiks!!!! Then, it's new semester again... Final Year Final SEM!!!!! haiz.. don't wanna think about that for now... think too far already. Anyway, Graduation Ceremony is next Friday and Congratulations to all the Graduates last year and Good luck in your future undertakings.

Ciaoz~!!!!!

p/s: Go to U-tube and find the two songs recommended. I'll leave u with the lyrics. =)