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Server is really down tonight. not juz slow but tiring. Extremely down and depress... damn, hopefully something interesting would come up later. *Sigh*...... Don't know what's going on. maybe it's my nerve on getting on something. been playing too much this two months. deteriorate my studies. though it seems i might underestimate some of the units, i'm still me. starring outside my windows and glare at the cloud, wondering....... wondering..... day past. waste of time. cannot go back to the past. Being a phlegmatic is what i am now. going through again and again the pain. the pain no man would go through. not me. not you. but face it like a man. we are living in the real world. we cannot stop eating for days. we cannot sleep for days. we cannot live in the dream, NO MORE~~~! Running around directionless. empty. pathetic. Water is calm and so am i.Cheers mate...

Daily Routine.....

Yes people out 'tere. what's up? update my blog all the time. don't know y?? feel so bored this holiday. though it's a short one but still i really can't think of any relevant knowledge to fit it all in my projects and assignments. anyway, after playing one round of Sudoku in Online
New Straits Times, feeling restless again after lunch (pan mian - i like it, yum yum), i took sometime seraching for some more information in google.com... hmmm distraction.... the questionaire is very headache... can't even find people to fill it up... it's Easter holiday btw ppl. no one is in the campus. anyway, watching movie tonight only cost like RM5 and none of the movie is watchable tonight. Thanksgiving dinner for the Passion Play tonight.. yum yum... food...

Was browsing google again, which i came up with this definition of perfection - which is the state of flawlessness. it's the state of being ideal. Ideal Person?? Perfect person?? how or where can u find a person like this is the world?? Hmm.. my opinion. Perfect person does not exist in this world. only people who make mistake are perfect. that's what i thought of. no matter what people did or done in their life, that's perfection. nothing is impossible to achieve. People might think that i define wrongly. what is wrong? Define wrong. i'm not saying that i'm right all the time also. even at times when i do something wrong which i did not admit it and for me, i did my part. Ok, enough of perfection for now. Only God is Perfect is this world. Muahahahahah.... (evil laugh, NOT)..

Another thing i found interesting about my name. I define my name. Here's what Wikipedia shows:

Valerian
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Valerian may mean:
Valerian, two genera of garden plants
Emperor Valerian I, Roman emperor 253-260
Valerian II, son of Gallienus (d. 258)
St. Valerian, bishop of Abbenza (d. 457),
Valérian: Spatio-Temporal Agent, a French comics character

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Interesting definition. hmmmmm...... temporary speechless. Anyway, juz wanna find the most suitable gift for my fren's birthday this coming week. i haven figure out what to giv them. argh....
Something tells me that i'm not going to have a good night sleep tonight... Cheers. Ian out.

Easter Bunny?????

Yes. it's The Time again. Jesus Christ is risen today.... All-le-lu-ia....... etc. Holy week end wif the ressurection of Christ, Easter Sunday. it's been a headtic weekend last week and lucky me i had enuf rest after that. last week i had 2 midterm and couple of assignments to submit. Relief???? nop.. Still going strong my spirit. we had our Easter Rally Camp 2006 last week end for four days starting from Thursday, which is the Holy Thursday, Good Friday, Easter Virgil and Easter Sunday. The camp was situated in St. Joseph Secondary School Miri School hall. it was superb. holy thursday was the most tiring day in my whole life. only having 2 or 3 hours of sleeping or less i think, the next day was fasting and abstenance for Christian as it's Good Friday. We were having this real size Station Of the Cross around St. Francis the Assisi Chapel (i think i spell it wrongly).
Anyway, it was worth of experience. The couple tons of cross was heavy and need 6 of size (at least) to carry the cross + the sun on that day was not that pleasant (very hot indeed). Good Friday mass start at 3 pm. the air inside was humid. really really really hot. i reckon that if i were ever to join this camp again, i would be living in Marriot (!?!??!?!?!?) , which is juz opposite the school. Phew~!!! That night was magnificent too. after one month of rehearsal of The Passion Play, which was debut in the Easter Rally Camp (Courtesy of CSSCSM) it was worth it. The play featuring our club member (most of them) are good in acting, i juz knew, everything was going well that night, Thank God. Having great fun that night, i got sick, as in fever, i think because i took very COOL bath that morning. Sigh.... thank God i recover fast.
Easter Virgil Mass start at midnight in Church of Mater Dei Lutong. it was the longest and sleepest mass i had ever attend. The mass last as long as 4 1/2 hours. WOws.... 1st time i experience it. part of it was because one of our brother in christ was baptist that night. it goes like that, " I Baptist U in the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit." and it goes on for at least 1/2 hours or so and the bleesing of the oil (i think) last for about 15 mins. After the mass we all having breakfast in the Lutong Market at 5 am!?!?!?!?!?! Muahahaha.... it was nice. i done more craziest thing beside this.
Easter Sunday end wif Mass by Father Andy, who will be going back to Italy this coming thursday wif Father John Chia. Good luck in their study in Rome. May God bless them and giv them wisdom in success and Easter Everyday (Good Friday Everyday???? LOLz)....
Well, Easter holiday will fill wif assignment and wrok from uni again. lots happened because of God's plan. Happy Easter and God bless 'ya all. Cheers~!

p/s: juz to let u guys know bunny for some ppl in this time of period symbolized Easter Bunny, which gaves us Easter Egg. HUH~??? Bunny lay eggs?? that's not true...
According to Wikipedia, EB (Easter Bunny) is a fastasy or mythylogical rabbit which leaves gifts for children at Easter. Cheers~! For more info, juz click on the word "Wikipedia".

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I really have no idea what's up in my mind. Feel free to play wif my petz. =)

6 days, 7 nights...

Done~!!!! All done except have to study for my midterm tomorrow and still got one more assignment and 2 more midterm (include tomorrow's). Anyway, time past very very fast. juz got home at about 1 pm juz now and rush to campus to finish off the synthesis and design assignment. Will complete it tonight with the compilation. Right now i juz wanna share a lilttle of my past memory.

I took this pix in one of the Lutong beach weeks ago, having a late evening jogging to stay healthy with Alex, Pau, Big Red and his bro. Well, can't denied that i have lots of flash back when i listen to the gushing sound of waves and the cool breeze. (Flash back) When i was back in primary sch, it was the time when my grandpa is still alive. Frankly, he's one of my role model that time. i was admiring his ability to live life to the fullest no matter what troubles he will be facing ahead. Having jog (slow walk at that time) that time remind me of every saturday in my 10ths, my grandpa will wake up as early as 545 in the morning and walk to my house. Using his favorite unbrella (which he carries it everywhere) to know on the wood of the house, my dad will abruptly woke up and eventually wake us up. The verdict is, to go for a morning stroll with two of my other siblings. Laz saturday morning, which i always the last one to wake up. After ready setting up for jogging gear, we went to our neighbour house couple of blocks from our house. we wake them up too to get the freshes air. they were our good friends at the moment. Basically we walk from our house to the town, which is not far. most probably couple of kilometers. While walking, my grandpa told us about lots of things in life. those precious advices are memories that i can't erase for my whole life. after an hour or so of walking, we went to our fav hang out place in the market. sometimes we ate kolok mee for out breakfast, yu cha kueh or the one that my grandpa always buy for us, the peanut kueh, which is the apam balik which u can find it in pasar malam every friday and saturday night in miri. anyway, that's kinda makes me thought about how i really did spend my time fully with my grandpa that time. it's not about how to make the best apam balik or making the best prawn kueh, it's about life. Life which shape what we are now and how to put this piece of memory together so that we learned something from it. what i learned from him is to respect ur parents no matter what. i remember i was a very spoil kid (i admit it la~~) last time when i was in primary. i was the one who talk less and get more attention from teacher. there's this time, my good friend of mine bringing me to this game shop, it's so called "Street Fighther" which is a very hot game last time. Desperately i run out of my pocket money after sometimes of saving. because of that i started to steal money from my dad, one ringgit each everyday (it's worth more that what it is now the RM1 compare to today's ringgit). after that i got influence with the gaming habit. i assume those who read this would know wad will happened next. punishment of cause. my dad caught the culprit, which is me, obviously. not only my dad won't let me in the house (serious punishment last time) but my grandpa defend me also by letting me staying in his house. that was until then when i was regret of doing it and after that things turned normal again and i'm back on track studying.

U see, Lent season is not about giving up about something u ought to give up and u wanted to giv up for the sake of penance, but it's a time when we think about the wrong doing and the things that had happened and not to repeat it again. Holy week is juz around the corner, and this is the sadest time for me more than 10 years ago when my grandpa past away with heart failure on the day Christ die for us. Like what most people would said, Things happened for a reason, i was sobbing hard that day because i was unable to attend grandpa's funeral. The only thing i did was going back home to Kuching about a year later and saw him laid in the tomb and rest in peace in the Kingdom of God.

For now, it's good juz to move on with my life no matter what. What i wanted to say is that i had taken my friend's advice. What happened yesterday and today, we can only compress it as one of my memory. whether it's hard to accept it or it's juz another sweet happy memory. Life moves on with tons of plan ahead of us which we can make use of it instead of living in the past. Past happenning would juz be wad we call history. For some, it's sufferings. For me, Life juz come to an end and start again the next day. God bless~!!!!

Desperate times call for desperate measures.....

Adapted from http://www.moviexclusive.com/review/gubra/gubra.htm

Oh ya, it's been a long time i haven been log on to my blog. Thanks to Benet Leong who did something on the server, erm... something like that but i'm not sure. If i'm not mistaken, they (IT department) unbanned blogspot. YEAH~!! i can blog again. Not much to talk about at the moment but i'll write a longer blog next time. anyway, i got a really late mid semester test tonight at 8 pm. going to freeze for 2 hours in G2-101?? yeah i suppose. anyway, good luck to me. Damn, assignment submission for next week is pilling up. 2 more Mid semester test and 3 more assignments and labs to to through b4 my Easter Holiday in juz a week away. NOoooooo...... i'm so exhausted. i have a drama play again next Friday, which is Good Friday. It's going to be fun though. Holy Week is going to end soon. so ppl out there, do prepare for Easter........ Bunny!?!?!?!?!?? HUH???? Easter Virgil and Sunday. Play wise and i got to snap outa' here now. Cheers ppl.

Events coming up:
- Passion Play on Good Friday, late evening.
- Miri International Jazz Festival (12 - 13 of May 2006)
- Rainforest World Music Festival 2006 (still not sure yet)
- Musical Drama "The Witness" Going to be stage in End of October 2006.
- The Sequel to Sepet which is Gubra (means Anxiety) is out on Cinema as the poster above (YEAH~!!!!!)