- Paranoid -

So I was texting someone today and hope I would have an answer in just a while. Seems that there's no reply after that.

"Sense of urgency"... How often do you hear this words? Your workplace? your home? when someone talking to you? or when you are in an emergency situation? 

I have the sense of urgency when it cames to work, home and even when I'm dealing some issues with friends. Why is it so important? To avoid any inconvenient of course. I can become very frustrated if the things i'm gonna do is urgent and needed response as soon as possible. 

Evetually, leading me to become paranoid! I would go nuts and start to hammer people around me, sensing that they are not doing the right thing. Maybe I've been train to urge that when it comes to urgent situation, I would have to settle it whether or not it is important. 

Am I being Paranoid? 

Am I being so paranoid? 

Am I being extremely Paranoid? 

That's the question I'm asking myself... 

I'm going crazy soon... 

Please bear with me... 

- Moody Sleep -

Any idea what is moody sleep?

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Beats me... I do not know either. The only I know is that for the pass two weeks, I have been frustrated, angry, and even being drastic about my emotion and physically, I got tired.

In the night, when I was sleeping, it was the worst condition I've ever had. My mind was hardly put to rest mode. To add on, it was a heck of distinctive union between Moody and frustration. Yiks!

Haiz.. need to loosen it out tonight no matter what... who's with me?

- Not So TGIF morning -

4 am
It started off with waking up... Not that there's soccer match at that time. Feeling weird in my stomach.. I ignore it.

5 am
Woke up again. This time distracted by things in my mind that I have not clear...

545 am
I can't stand it anymore... Doing my big business... Exactly what all of you might do early every morning...

6 am
Sitting down at the stool, thinking hard, is it the Latte last night? or the food from the cafe?

My Not so TGIF started off unpleasantly. Hope thing turns around later days...

- 湍午节快乐 -

- Another Great Art of Lomography - 

- Monday -

Ok, who here hates Monday??? 

Yes, I think that would be all of you out there. What kind of day is Monday? Can someone remove Monday from the Calender? Or Does Monday really that important in our daily lives? 

Common. I purposely take MC today to rest at home and people from around the globe keep calling me. I daresay that even my phone is on silent mode, the vibration, I can hear from my dining room! Cheeze! Give me a break will ya? 

Even Garfield hates Monday! 

Would you live your life without Monday or is Monday signifies something important in our daily lives? Enlighten Me please. 

- The World Cup Fever -

The weather these days have one word to describe it - Weird. It was shinny in the morning... Damn hot and heats up in the afternoon. Eventually, the rain drizzle like nobody business.

If it wasn't dehydrated, it will be hot in the cold weather. I'm adjusting to this horrible weather days for now. I guess everyone does. The worst part about this weather is getting sick. Already two days, I'm sicken by this ambiguous yet stubborn weather. I couldn't understand why the weather change so drastic these days. It just so happened I have been working hard, pushing myself too hard on something which I could not do myself. That's the culture I presume. Shame and naive. I need to recover. No matter what it takes, I won't give myself a hard time again this week. 

 Alright, it seems that I have divert myself out from the post's topic. World cup eh... Friends was asking, who do you support? Let me see... Japan, I was saying because the last world cup I actually remember Japan is the strongest team so far in Asia team, not to mention that North and South Korea are joining the World Cup this year. I'm not sure about other team. Germany maybe. Because I didn't watch. The only I will watch is the towards the Quarter, Semi, and the Final which is next month. Call me Kaki Bangku... or not because I know how to play soccer, just don't like watching people kicking a ball around the field. 

So Which team you Support?

- Streamyx Down -

Not scary la... Streamyx Really down.. What to do? I can't do anything also. Already called TM @ 100. But still like shit.. Have to wait.. Wait what? Not sure what are they doing? upgrade speed or change all the copper wire to fiber optic? Hmmm...

Lucky for me I got my Digi Broadband... and very unfortunate that the data usage already reach Max! Shit! At this time? I downloaded too much movies and got the speed back to 128kbps... What the heck is going on? Isn't this of the unfortunate events... 

So what will you do if you cannot online for a day?