- The Art of being bald -

Two weeks since the state of art declare that I'm bald,

Two weeks since the views of people are pilling up like mad,

Two weeks since I have regain and get use to my bald routine,

Two weeks people have been awkwardly surprise and being sarcastic about the baldness,

Two weeks since I lost the will for the first time while having lots of patience..
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Don't get me? or Zzzzz.... Not a problem. I felt that myself too. I mean at least it doesn't affect those still normal people who can comb their hair and gel their hair, also wash their hair everyday. Strictly saying that I violated my typical routine I was on while living my 25 years of life. For the first time in my life, it was horrible to feel that Criticism was very intense people tend to smile when you are at the stage of being ignoring.
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My manager did told me that stress can be relief in a good manner. Such stress on the top of my head is nothing compare to the room that full of fire, where oil kept adding to erupt a volcano. Sadly to say, we have to figure out a way to contribute the state of being ludicrous, being cure instead of having it as a habit.
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I remember someone told me that I always complain instead contend about what I have back then. The event was outrageously remarkable as we got what we have. Seemingly part with different ways to achieve each life preferences. Turns out parting is the end of a good start.
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Like wise, think about a backstabber who actually lend a helping hand in front of you and stab you hard behind your back. Rumors spread all over the place with three suspected culprit. One to have a good sense of sharing, the other would have different opinion in terms of distort and label us as assets, while the other, whom knowing a little would have a nanotechnology that can transmit the signal in nano seconds. Which one of this would you categorize as the one you can trust?
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Nobody knows what or how the future holds for me in less than 24 hours. An optimistic mind with a nervous tantrum can easily be distinct with the encouragement from everyone. Such future will definitely change the way of one's thinking.

What if... What if it isn't the way you plan all these while? Plan B I suppose... Cross my finger and let the latter be abolish.
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Those of the above are mainly the pass, present and the future events occurs rhythmically...

Of course it is base on the true events.

Best of luck!

- The baldess week, EVER! -

Yes. Third day of being bald. Steadily awake every day. Knowing That I will face another day with my head being bald. To be honest, Life seemingly have been different after I get my head shave.

Children with cancer definitely have a tough life after going through all those Chemotherapy.  Painful process and the end results would be the lost of hair. Noted and Understood now how it was being portray on those volunteers who support in shaving their hair as part of the events aside from collecting donation to support the society.

The first day at work was having lots of hesitation. Yes, haven you heard about it? I was hesitate on going to work as lots of prediction of comments comes into my mind. It was obvious and noticeable when I first step into my working place. Everyone was looking at me. With weird looks, surprise looks, some gave good comments and some, sarcastic, evil, funny and LOL! looks.

Honestly, I could not take it. Not a person who appreciate it as much as they can remember what was the purpose of doing so... Here's my reply for them.

"Malaysia Loose in either Thomas or Ueber Cup"!!!

"BN loose big time in Sibu election to PKR"!!!

"Next Friday is Wesak Day, I was preparing for meditating".

"I just came back from Shoulin Temple".

"I was doing the Britney Spears being bald thingy"

So on and So forth....

It was a lot to take at first. But things turn differently for me. I had my daily routine change.. totally. I am no more using shampoo, no clay on my hair.. and of course, my head dries easily.

And it hits me with the things I have been doing for these months. Knowing that it was all for the wrong reason. I have told myself, it's the same thing that happened to me in less than 6 months. Why won't you just leave it as it is? You know it will end badly and You still want to act like nothing happened?

As for me, being bald is something new again for me to experience after 25 years of living this life through the fullest. I would bear for the things that I can still bear. But things I cannot bear, the earlier you let go, the better the future events would it be. Be not regret but regain strength to face the world again. The world is big and Life doesn't necessary treat you as bad as you can imagine. Things will turn around as the symbol Ying and Yang tells you about it.

Will expect another day full of crappy comments and well, surprises.

What should I do???

- Bald Ian -

- Go Bald 2010 -

The thing is that, I had never thought of getting bald one day... 

It was a decision to make. Two weeks before, I've heard about it, I've seen these people getting bald last year. It was tremendously shocking. I mean at least it's not my head that got shave. 

What if it is? 

Being a Quarter Century Years old dude, I have never done such extreme event before. And now, It's time to reveal that I'm Getting bald. This event is organize in such to create the awareness of how does the cancer patient, here we talk about the children, who had gone through chemotherapy, loosing their hair would be a devastation for them. As for me, it's all for the good cause. Donations card had been made and No Turning back. 

406 - That's my number for queuing before my turn to get bald.  Seeing how people are anticipate getting bald to support the Sarawak Children Cancer Society, I was nervous at heart my excited at my appearance. Oh well, I mean I kept telling myself this is for the good cause. And then it was my turn. 

I was put to the most front chair where that's consider the "first class" for any person who want to support the event for getting bald. Sitting in the front chair pump my heart faster. It was like cutting... Let me rephrase, Shaving your hair on the stage. 

Shaver Gal: Any last word before I Shave??? 

Me: Wait!!!!! Er.... Goodbye hair... 

Shaver Gal: Oh ok.. here goes nothing! 

Ekkkk.... iIkkkkkkk.... Siiiiiiiiii.....!!>!>?!?!!!@!*^#@@%^&@%#^%

Me: So how long would it takes for me to grow back my normal hair again?? 

Shaver Gal: How often do you go for a hair cut.. 

Me: Once every two months, or more... 

Shaver Gal: Should be somewhere there. But if you want to actually grow back perfectly, it will at least take half a year.... 

Me: !@#^&@#^%#(#($^&(*#$^*?!?!!?@!#*^#&%@^#$

Shoot. Half a year is long. 

This is for good cause. 

This is for good cause. 

At the end of the session. I was relieve to view myself through my shades to see me BALD! Yiks! I just realize that I have a almost flat head! And hey, I got the Gold Ribbon. 

Oh well, there goes my baldness. I would rather see more people next year getting bald i think. My friend was telling me that I look like an alien! 

Well, at least I come in PEACE! 

- Lomography Addiction -

Taking a Lomograph pictures indicating that Lomography is everywhere now... 

- An Extra hour -

It is hard to have an extra hour for yourself everyday. 

Just because you can plan to do something in that hour, doesn't mean that you would actually do it. 

Just because you ought to do something in that hour, doesn't mean that you feel like doing it. 

Just because you regain your consciousness, doesn't mean that you would actually spend the hour to become unconsciousness again. 

Just because you would spend more time to text or call someone, doesn't mean you would want to do it. 

An extra hour is hard to gain. It is the essence of being regret of how you would think back about the extra hour that you have gone through. 

Being bold is not the chance, but the unseen opportunity. 

Just like when one looking outside the view of a plane, it's a pool of clouds that residing of how big the world is and it is up to us to make the choice and reflects of what we have missed. 

"We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give." 

- Winston Churchill -