- Christmas With Ocarina, Smule -

Okay, this is nuts. I never have passion to write so much in the past. Lots of things going on and I haven had the time to share with ya all out there.

Anyway, I have been addicted to Ocarina's Smule. An instrument finally I can download for free in the Apple Apps. It's a new instrument for me. Catch up pretty fast and I need to learn how to control my finger well.

Do, Re, Mi, Fa So, La, Ti, DO!!!!!!!!!!

Yeap! Hope Santa hears the beautiful music and give me more present this time around...

p/s: I've been waiting for my iPod Touch gen 4 for very longggggggg!!!! time now... and I haven got it yet! Tomorrow will come and it's mind! Muahhahahaahahha....

Merry Christmas Guys!

- Merry Christmas -

Yet, another Christmas post from me. It's been one month since I have touched down onto the Land of Hornbil again. I have the weirdest feeling ever after 3 months of no Kolok mee and Laksa. It's a 3 months of huge plates of burgers, spaghetti, and lots of meat~ literally...

Christmas is just around the corner. As of today, I'm down with flu and the cough in the throat is killing me. People would start commenting that I need to get use to the weather once more in the tropical country. Yet, it is the fact that I sort of like the dry weather and the people in states. I can say, that is was difference experience in the stage of my life.

How people are described in CSI, Supernatural, Halloween and every Thanksgiving in english movies, are true story and I had experienced all that in just a split seconds. People will start asking,

do they really have those beautiful and perfect home,

where they can put their car in front of the porch,

dogs running around with their beautiful owner,

people jogging in the afternoon, people say "Hi! How you doing?" when they pass by,

people start offering help when it was needed,

and the beautiful city of Chicago...

These are quite an experienced I had, and I start to engrave my name of every little things I can think of in this post. No matter how long would a suffering 20 hours flight throughout the journey, I was more optimistic than conservative when before the day I left St Louis, Missouri.

The summer ends with a very yearning starts of Fall season. Everyone starts to dress up quite the seasonal fashion. Scarf was one of the apparel that protects me from the cool windy Fall.

The Beale Street in Memphis Tennessee, was one of the famous street with blue and jazz. Pig with an Attitude brings the best pork ribs ever. One thing I love about the meat is that u can just lift up the ribs, shove it into your mouth and wah la~ The bone can easily be extracted out from your mouth. Slurp~

Alright, it's just breathless if I want to describe more. Anyway, Christmas Tree; Checked; Decorations; Checked; Lights up; Checked; Coughing; Unchecked; Christmas menu; In progress; Christmas songs; Checked; and Christmas feel; Checked...

How wonderful my favorite day of the year. Christmas, is just 6 days away. Let us all join in and sing

Joy to the World~

Merry Christmas everybody.... Hope to post my last one before the clock strike 12 again on the 31 December, 2010.

Ho Ho Ho~ Merry Christmas ~

- Another 3 more weeks -

It's been a heck of days and weeks, 2 months plus since I came to US for work related training. Been to Memphis, Tennessee; Chicago, Illinois; New Hampshire and I will be traveling again next Week, actually it's this coming Saturday to Berching, Germany. Small town I guess. Haven update this blog for quite a while. Been real busy with work and preparing for documents.

Well, things work fine for me here. I kinda like it here, for now, but if I were to extend this training / working, I'll be somewhat happy about it. On the other hand, I would want to go back home...

Been shopping like crazy somehow too.. = P

The best is still our My home back in Kuching...

Till then, I hope to see you guys back in Kuching, Next month...

Will keep updating this blog if I have time, again..

Hope everyone is doing fine out there...

Cheers~

- Virus -

It was the third time now... all the thumb drive that poke through my laptop.. seems to trigger the virus alert.. Damn u virus, worm.. or whatever u are..

Thanks to Kaspersky!!!!

p/s: Please do not poke into my laptop anymore! How's everyone out there??

- Burned -

What is? 

......

.......

..........

Nah... Guess again.... 

Okay, Give me a break now. I don't want to keep dragging on. 

It was my first time using the microwave to bake the potatoes. 

Guess what? I burned those potatoes and it become crispy till cannot recognize and.... guess what??!?!?! The potatoes was in fire!!!! 

I'm not lying! I was like OMG!! when I was having my dinner on the coffee table with the TV on. Suddenly my housemate was like, did you smell that? OH SHIT!!!! when I opened the microwave, the smoke was pouring out like no body business and all the quarter of potatoes was literary on fire. Worst of all, it triggers the fire alarm. You know the house in US, when you trigger the alarm, the fire department will be trigger on there's a fire somewhere. Very efficient. 

I was so "Kam Chiong" and there goes my dinner. Thought the fire fighter was coming as we heard the siren. After waiting for 15 minutes or so... No one came or at least there's passerby asking ask whether it's the fire alarm. 

Guess what they said? 

"Don't worry, it happens all the time here." 

WHAT!?!?!?! 

p/s: Looks like charcoal already... 

- 20 August, 2010 -

It was the longest hour in my entire life;


A day in my life that lasted more than 24 hours; 


Safely landed in another continent; 


It was the longest hours ever in my life; 


Excited, nervous, freaking out in a way; 


Nevertheless, it was the most precious piece of memory; 


For me, and everyone who had and have supported me; 


And for the next step of my life; 


I will do my very best; 


And for all of you out there;


Well, It's been a week I've been here and I'm getting used to the things around here; 


The culture, food, people, new environment, new colleagues; 


And another new beginning for me... 

- Packing -

This will be my first time going overseas traveling. I mean literally traveling very far this time. Been doing critical and fast preparation, e.g. going to KL to do my working visa in US Embassy, buy a big luggage, buy more food, etc. Basically, I don't know what to expect. Just follow the checklist above will do, I guess.

Aside from all those rush hour feeling, I'm getting more excited and nervous about this trip, especially I have not start folding all my clothes into the big luggage yet~ Yiks!!! 

I'm going off to US soon. There, now everyone knows. Purpose: for training and its part of the job requirement. Anyway, it will be a good experience and this will be the furthest I'll be travel and guess what, I think my time will be lag for 11 hours at least. So, Whenever you guys are sleeping, I'll be working my ass off in the morning. 

Oh ya, do look for me If you happened to go to the same place too... 

Missouri, I have not ready yet... How le~?? 

Don't worry, I think I'll have the internet connection there and once I've settle down, I'll update you guys... 

Don't miss me wor~ 

- Stranded at the airport -

It was hard to imagine that Air Asia Flight always delay. Stranded while not doing anything wise. Hoping that the time pass by fast. It was always hard to leave and going into the departure hall knowing that you are going back to face the reality.

Knowing that this will not be the end, pondering for the last 5 days, 4 nights have been very fruitful and enjoyable.

I will miss all the fun together,

I will miss the GCB,

I will miss all the travel around,

And the most certain I will definitely miss is, You.

Till we meet again, soon ~ I promise.

- Tired -

Sometimes, I feel like reading your mind. 

I don know what is wrong with me tonight. 

I feel that I am reaching that stage again. 

Sucks! 

I need to gain back the momentum. 

But for how long? 

How long would you agree with my statement? 

How far can it go? 

How certain can this be, again?

I hate asking questions ~ 

Just because I can't read your mind ~ 

Doesn't mean that I'm Tired. 

It means that I won't give up... 

Will you? 

- The Twist in the Life -

For the past one week, I've been eating, eating and eating none stop. Honestly, I do not know how much I've gain from the food I've ate. Needless to say, Food is part of life's enjoyment. 

Today indicate the last day of July and the start of August tomorrow. An indication for another food festival in Kuching. Yesh! Kuching Festival Comes around in August every year. No doubt after coming back from my Uni life, I've attended Kuching festival almost every year. Well, almost... 

Food varies from Taiwan, Hong Kong, and most of them are local delicacies. If you have not try the "Sio Bee", try the fried sio bee. It was one of the recommended local dishes. Try Ayam Pansuh too. More photos here. 

Enough with food. I can't stand it anymore... Laugh my head out~ Anyway, It's been a while I've been traveling around, especially overseas. This time around I'll be traveling much further than I can imagine. It's a good opportunity for everyone, especially me. 

Will update you guys soon again~ till then keep you suspense for a while. 

XP

- The Final week plus another 3 days -

Traveling every week ~ 

Love the sea view ~ The South China Sea ~ 

Sand flies have no mercy ~ 

The itchiness brings about the scar and memory of sweetness ~ 

This will be my last week ~ 

The week that have been awe in awe ~ 

After another week and 3 more days ~ 

It will be another reunion ~ 

How about you ? Fulfilling weekend or just normal chill and relax at home ? 

- It's a lunch that everyone cannot forget -

I was extremely hungry around 1159am this morning ~ 

Colleagues was suggesting this place to eat ~ 

There were only a few choices ~ 

Chicken Rice or Mee Soup ~ 

Mee Soup indeed ~ 

Towards the end of the noodles ~ 

The soup was my conclusion for the delicious Lunch ~ 

Until ~ 

Horrible ~ 

Feel like vomiting ~ 

Suicide ~ 

And I lost my will to live ~ 

How's your lunch today ? 

- 4pm -

It will definitely rain in the afternoon around 4pm. Never fail. It's been almost a week now that I've seen this whether continuously. 

At least there's still sunshine in the morning... 

Rare. 

But Am need to take care of myself. Feeling a little "not fine" symptoms coming soon ~ 

Exactly two weeks from now. 

I will be seeing you again. 

Please be patient. 

I am too... 

- The Land of Kam Pua and Kong Pia -

- Dian Bian Hu - 

Will update you guys soon~ 

- Paranoid -

So I was texting someone today and hope I would have an answer in just a while. Seems that there's no reply after that.

"Sense of urgency"... How often do you hear this words? Your workplace? your home? when someone talking to you? or when you are in an emergency situation? 

I have the sense of urgency when it cames to work, home and even when I'm dealing some issues with friends. Why is it so important? To avoid any inconvenient of course. I can become very frustrated if the things i'm gonna do is urgent and needed response as soon as possible. 

Evetually, leading me to become paranoid! I would go nuts and start to hammer people around me, sensing that they are not doing the right thing. Maybe I've been train to urge that when it comes to urgent situation, I would have to settle it whether or not it is important. 

Am I being Paranoid? 

Am I being so paranoid? 

Am I being extremely Paranoid? 

That's the question I'm asking myself... 

I'm going crazy soon... 

Please bear with me... 

- Moody Sleep -

Any idea what is moody sleep?

......


.....


......

Beats me... I do not know either. The only I know is that for the pass two weeks, I have been frustrated, angry, and even being drastic about my emotion and physically, I got tired.

In the night, when I was sleeping, it was the worst condition I've ever had. My mind was hardly put to rest mode. To add on, it was a heck of distinctive union between Moody and frustration. Yiks!

Haiz.. need to loosen it out tonight no matter what... who's with me?

- Not So TGIF morning -

4 am
It started off with waking up... Not that there's soccer match at that time. Feeling weird in my stomach.. I ignore it.

5 am
Woke up again. This time distracted by things in my mind that I have not clear...

545 am
I can't stand it anymore... Doing my big business... Exactly what all of you might do early every morning...

6 am
Sitting down at the stool, thinking hard, is it the Latte last night? or the food from the cafe?

My Not so TGIF started off unpleasantly. Hope thing turns around later days...

- 湍午节快乐 -

- Another Great Art of Lomography - 

- Monday -

Ok, who here hates Monday??? 

Yes, I think that would be all of you out there. What kind of day is Monday? Can someone remove Monday from the Calender? Or Does Monday really that important in our daily lives? 

Common. I purposely take MC today to rest at home and people from around the globe keep calling me. I daresay that even my phone is on silent mode, the vibration, I can hear from my dining room! Cheeze! Give me a break will ya? 

Even Garfield hates Monday! 

Would you live your life without Monday or is Monday signifies something important in our daily lives? Enlighten Me please. 

- The World Cup Fever -

The weather these days have one word to describe it - Weird. It was shinny in the morning... Damn hot and heats up in the afternoon. Eventually, the rain drizzle like nobody business.

If it wasn't dehydrated, it will be hot in the cold weather. I'm adjusting to this horrible weather days for now. I guess everyone does. The worst part about this weather is getting sick. Already two days, I'm sicken by this ambiguous yet stubborn weather. I couldn't understand why the weather change so drastic these days. It just so happened I have been working hard, pushing myself too hard on something which I could not do myself. That's the culture I presume. Shame and naive. I need to recover. No matter what it takes, I won't give myself a hard time again this week. 

 Alright, it seems that I have divert myself out from the post's topic. World cup eh... Friends was asking, who do you support? Let me see... Japan, I was saying because the last world cup I actually remember Japan is the strongest team so far in Asia team, not to mention that North and South Korea are joining the World Cup this year. I'm not sure about other team. Germany maybe. Because I didn't watch. The only I will watch is the towards the Quarter, Semi, and the Final which is next month. Call me Kaki Bangku... or not because I know how to play soccer, just don't like watching people kicking a ball around the field. 

So Which team you Support?

- Streamyx Down -

Not scary la... Streamyx Really down.. What to do? I can't do anything also. Already called TM @ 100. But still like shit.. Have to wait.. Wait what? Not sure what are they doing? upgrade speed or change all the copper wire to fiber optic? Hmmm...

Lucky for me I got my Digi Broadband... and very unfortunate that the data usage already reach Max! Shit! At this time? I downloaded too much movies and got the speed back to 128kbps... What the heck is going on? Isn't this of the unfortunate events... 

So what will you do if you cannot online for a day? 

- The Art of being bald -

Two weeks since the state of art declare that I'm bald,

Two weeks since the views of people are pilling up like mad,

Two weeks since I have regain and get use to my bald routine,

Two weeks people have been awkwardly surprise and being sarcastic about the baldness,

Two weeks since I lost the will for the first time while having lots of patience..
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Don't get me? or Zzzzz.... Not a problem. I felt that myself too. I mean at least it doesn't affect those still normal people who can comb their hair and gel their hair, also wash their hair everyday. Strictly saying that I violated my typical routine I was on while living my 25 years of life. For the first time in my life, it was horrible to feel that Criticism was very intense people tend to smile when you are at the stage of being ignoring.
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My manager did told me that stress can be relief in a good manner. Such stress on the top of my head is nothing compare to the room that full of fire, where oil kept adding to erupt a volcano. Sadly to say, we have to figure out a way to contribute the state of being ludicrous, being cure instead of having it as a habit.
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I remember someone told me that I always complain instead contend about what I have back then. The event was outrageously remarkable as we got what we have. Seemingly part with different ways to achieve each life preferences. Turns out parting is the end of a good start.
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Like wise, think about a backstabber who actually lend a helping hand in front of you and stab you hard behind your back. Rumors spread all over the place with three suspected culprit. One to have a good sense of sharing, the other would have different opinion in terms of distort and label us as assets, while the other, whom knowing a little would have a nanotechnology that can transmit the signal in nano seconds. Which one of this would you categorize as the one you can trust?
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Nobody knows what or how the future holds for me in less than 24 hours. An optimistic mind with a nervous tantrum can easily be distinct with the encouragement from everyone. Such future will definitely change the way of one's thinking.

What if... What if it isn't the way you plan all these while? Plan B I suppose... Cross my finger and let the latter be abolish.
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Those of the above are mainly the pass, present and the future events occurs rhythmically...

Of course it is base on the true events.

Best of luck!

- The baldess week, EVER! -

Yes. Third day of being bald. Steadily awake every day. Knowing That I will face another day with my head being bald. To be honest, Life seemingly have been different after I get my head shave.

Children with cancer definitely have a tough life after going through all those Chemotherapy.  Painful process and the end results would be the lost of hair. Noted and Understood now how it was being portray on those volunteers who support in shaving their hair as part of the events aside from collecting donation to support the society.

The first day at work was having lots of hesitation. Yes, haven you heard about it? I was hesitate on going to work as lots of prediction of comments comes into my mind. It was obvious and noticeable when I first step into my working place. Everyone was looking at me. With weird looks, surprise looks, some gave good comments and some, sarcastic, evil, funny and LOL! looks.

Honestly, I could not take it. Not a person who appreciate it as much as they can remember what was the purpose of doing so... Here's my reply for them.

"Malaysia Loose in either Thomas or Ueber Cup"!!!

"BN loose big time in Sibu election to PKR"!!!

"Next Friday is Wesak Day, I was preparing for meditating".

"I just came back from Shoulin Temple".

"I was doing the Britney Spears being bald thingy"

So on and So forth....

It was a lot to take at first. But things turn differently for me. I had my daily routine change.. totally. I am no more using shampoo, no clay on my hair.. and of course, my head dries easily.

And it hits me with the things I have been doing for these months. Knowing that it was all for the wrong reason. I have told myself, it's the same thing that happened to me in less than 6 months. Why won't you just leave it as it is? You know it will end badly and You still want to act like nothing happened?

As for me, being bald is something new again for me to experience after 25 years of living this life through the fullest. I would bear for the things that I can still bear. But things I cannot bear, the earlier you let go, the better the future events would it be. Be not regret but regain strength to face the world again. The world is big and Life doesn't necessary treat you as bad as you can imagine. Things will turn around as the symbol Ying and Yang tells you about it.

Will expect another day full of crappy comments and well, surprises.

What should I do???

- Bald Ian -

- Go Bald 2010 -

The thing is that, I had never thought of getting bald one day... 

It was a decision to make. Two weeks before, I've heard about it, I've seen these people getting bald last year. It was tremendously shocking. I mean at least it's not my head that got shave. 

What if it is? 

Being a Quarter Century Years old dude, I have never done such extreme event before. And now, It's time to reveal that I'm Getting bald. This event is organize in such to create the awareness of how does the cancer patient, here we talk about the children, who had gone through chemotherapy, loosing their hair would be a devastation for them. As for me, it's all for the good cause. Donations card had been made and No Turning back. 

406 - That's my number for queuing before my turn to get bald.  Seeing how people are anticipate getting bald to support the Sarawak Children Cancer Society, I was nervous at heart my excited at my appearance. Oh well, I mean I kept telling myself this is for the good cause. And then it was my turn. 

I was put to the most front chair where that's consider the "first class" for any person who want to support the event for getting bald. Sitting in the front chair pump my heart faster. It was like cutting... Let me rephrase, Shaving your hair on the stage. 

Shaver Gal: Any last word before I Shave??? 

Me: Wait!!!!! Er.... Goodbye hair... 

Shaver Gal: Oh ok.. here goes nothing! 

Ekkkk.... iIkkkkkkk.... Siiiiiiiiii.....!!>!>?!?!!!@!*^#@@%^&@%#^%

Me: So how long would it takes for me to grow back my normal hair again?? 

Shaver Gal: How often do you go for a hair cut.. 

Me: Once every two months, or more... 

Shaver Gal: Should be somewhere there. But if you want to actually grow back perfectly, it will at least take half a year.... 

Me: !@#^&@#^%#(#($^&(*#$^*?!?!!?@!#*^#&%@^#$

Shoot. Half a year is long. 

This is for good cause. 

This is for good cause. 

At the end of the session. I was relieve to view myself through my shades to see me BALD! Yiks! I just realize that I have a almost flat head! And hey, I got the Gold Ribbon. 

Oh well, there goes my baldness. I would rather see more people next year getting bald i think. My friend was telling me that I look like an alien! 

Well, at least I come in PEACE! 

- Lomography Addiction -

Taking a Lomograph pictures indicating that Lomography is everywhere now... 

- An Extra hour -

It is hard to have an extra hour for yourself everyday. 

Just because you can plan to do something in that hour, doesn't mean that you would actually do it. 

Just because you ought to do something in that hour, doesn't mean that you feel like doing it. 

Just because you regain your consciousness, doesn't mean that you would actually spend the hour to become unconsciousness again. 

Just because you would spend more time to text or call someone, doesn't mean you would want to do it. 

An extra hour is hard to gain. It is the essence of being regret of how you would think back about the extra hour that you have gone through. 

Being bold is not the chance, but the unseen opportunity. 

Just like when one looking outside the view of a plane, it's a pool of clouds that residing of how big the world is and it is up to us to make the choice and reflects of what we have missed. 

"We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give." 

- Winston Churchill - 

- カイ on Product Review on Card Reader by Kingston Technologies -

Yes. This is my first product review on one of my gadget. So you know that, I'm not so a Tech guy myself but I will try to recommend good stuffs though.

Alright, without any delay, The Kingston Technology 19 in 1 Media Reader is a very useful item where you can use it anyway, with computer of course.

The packaging is typically simple and very well seal tight with the Quality Seal. It comes together with a 3 feet USB cable just in case, the CPU is not reachable.

The Main slot is inside the casing, where you need to slide the middle Kingston logo to unload the multiple reader.

Well, actually this is a good item for me as I don't need to use my phone cable to reach my photos from tomorrow onwards. Troublesome somehow. Anyway, I'm not selling this item, only making some recommendations to all. Bought this in the PIKOM PC fair in KLCC for RM 48 ONLY. Of course, user friendly or else I wouldn't give a Damn about it. Haha... 

Cheers to all ~

- カイ realize the time pass like nobody business -

It is true. I didn't realize that it's already Sunday night already. It wasn't easy going through these hot weather days. 4.5 more days to go. I'm realistically having a traumatize yet relax weekend. So next week going to be a wild one. I would guarantee that I wouldn't leave without a trace. Hopefully CSI won't have the advance technology to check out what's I'm up to. Will you?

カイ 

- カイ is technologically fasting -

It's about my Digi plan. Business plan to Converting back to Postpaid. Yes! I've been using business plan for over 2 years now. So here's the deal. SMS (5 sen (D2D) and 15sen (D2O)), and free for digi customer if we call our colleague within the company. Other than that it's 15 sen/min. MMS and other rate are still the same. 

Anyway, it was a decision to make finally that i found out that the Business plan that I've used does bring advantages to me in a way, yet but most of my colleagues are using Maxis, Hotlink and Celcom, and most of the time I'm using the company phone to call out. In case of emergency, I'll use my own number to call, in which there's some subsidize there. Anyway, the point is that, since i'm calling my colleagues for free, Digi classified me as "still tied" to the company. After checking, my business plan actually cease contract in December 2008. I have actually come up with, if it is so, then my bill will actually shoot up like gazzillion RM... which is not the case. Seemingly that's the case, Digi 50 offer more advantages in terms of Friends and family, points and other packages which is not included in the Digi Business plan. 

Okay. I went to Digi Center, which i ask them to help me to convert back to postpaid. Seems like I'm getting lots of opinion from every side of the center. I was frustrated somehow with how they have different view in terms of switching back their plans. The last Digi employee, which i presume that she knows everything, telling me to ask my company to issue a letter to terminate my Business plan and switch back to Digi postpaid. After couple of days "Hu Ha" here and there, a Digi  adviser called me up to confirm that I only need to pay my outstanding and Wala!. I can switch back to postpaid plan. NO letter is require for the plan switching. 

Well, you see the whole process not only includes calling the Digi center over and over, not to mention how annoying I will sound whenever they ask me to do something which is unreasonable. To top that, I have called Digi Helpline to confirm the logic of my action. For a week, until yesterday, after my Medical checkup, I went straight to the Center again. After couple of "hu ha" again, they advice me that the switching will take around 24 hours maximum to complete the switching. Later last night, my SIM card was inactive and I was technologically fasting from calling, texting, mmsing and others. 

FASTING! First time man! Anyway, I was so frustrated that I need to wait for another min 2 hours, praying and hoping that the process will be fast. 

Nope. Up untill 19 hours to be exact, I was able to restart my phone and Wah la! The Digi Line is back. Weird, I was sure that I'll be having lots of notification on my "not sent" SMSs, with lots of miss called. And then it hit me. My friend called me up saying that I've change my Number. What !?!?!!? 

What the heck is going on! I was so sure that this time, I'll hit them with lots and lots of Gummy bears in the mouth and ask them start talking. 

After sometimes of another "hu ha", they feedback to me that there's some technical problems, asking me to restart my phone. There you go. I think I got everything settle. See how's the bill going to be now. 

After all, Digi is always the smarter choice after all.. or is it? 

カイ 

- カイ reminiscence of Waiting Love -

- Waiting Love - 

I was flipping through and try to clean up my table. All of the sudden this ticket came up. It was at Actors Studio, Lot 10 where exposure was dramatically eluded from nowhere two months ago, and then I realize that we need to look into the bigger picture instead of grooving into our comfort zone.

What you see is not what you have will have to imagine. The image in the mirror is not as real as its seen. Try to focus on different angle and you will have a different perspective towards the view of sort. 

カイ on the hot Sunday afternoon. 

- カイ in the Holy Week -

Palm Sunday - To welcome the King of the Jews.

Holy Thursday - The Last Supper where one of His Disciple betray Him.

Good Friday - He was nailed to the cross and pierced with a dagger.

Easter Virgil - On the Third Day, He rose from the dead.

Easter Sunday - He is Risen Indeed, Alleluia...

Happy Easter to all ~

p/s: By the way, do you know that Easter bunny is the counterpart of Santa Clause?

カイ

- カイ in Earth Hour -

- Expired yet self explanatory post with a picture above - 

 カイ

- カイ is Unspeakable -

I'm gonna make this fast. 

Damn it. I knew this stupid karma thingy will bite me in the @ss. Yes. It's been a hell week for the pass days. Seeing my colleagues one by one fell sick and I am suppose to work with them 24/7. Right where it all started. Believe it or not, for the past two days, I barely speak a word. Not even a full sentence. I was trying to avoid conversation and do whatever is best. Yet, I cannot do it because there's a big event going on and I'm directly involve in it. 

Say, what will you do if you lost your for more than 2 days now? I'm gonna just do texting and more texting...

See. I've told you that I'm gonna make this fast. 

カイ

- カイ is Sick -

Horrible. It started off after lunch on Friday, right after I ate the "Cha kueh tiaw". Not sure whether it's that piece of meal that makes my facial expression horrible now or something else. 

Till now, I still tell my friends that I'm recovering thought I am no way to the recovery. I am, otherwise to be said that I wasn't taking enough rest. It was until then I realize that I work without any compensation. How so? Beats me. I do not want to tell. 

Eating medicine nowadays is like popping illegal pills. It becomes a habit as my nostrils are becoming too sensitive towards dust, weather and other elements of life that can bring me to this stage. Serious, I'm on "Clarinase" almost every week. Is my antibody that week? Am I consider those people who will pop pills no matter what? or I really need to seek specialize advice on my condition. 

I remember when I was younger, less than 10 years old. I always get sick and the point here is that popping pills into my mouth is equal to vomit out... Disgusting when I think back. My parents on the other hand will try their best to pop it into my mouth by using pressing the medicine in to powder form, plus milo usually, and ask me to swallow it no matter what. Talking about phobia, I'll like to talk about one of my earliest phobia when travelling. 

Not to brag about all the sickness makes Ian a dull boy. People, weather change drastically, without any siren or signal. One day I would have knock my head and face down and not getting up anymore. Touch wood. 

I hope i'm getting better soon to join the Earth Hour Next Saturday. Do beep me if you are in Kuching. Anyone! 

カイ

- カイ Chill out -

It's Friday of course. I realize that time pass without my acknowledgement. Have been working none stop, getting frustrated with my sleeping disorder, routine exclamation and judgement that need to be reclaim. 

Couple of times I have tell myself that comparing with the so call good friend of mind is not going to help nor does it, base on certain circumstances. It doesn't matter I think. A friend once told me that we all have our own problems in life whether it is family, friendship, relationship or even companionship. 

Maintaining this life sux! big time. I heard that many people would have their own saying when it comes to lunch, dinner, supper and late night party. It's a preferences you see. Alright, still don't get me do you? Say, when we saw something peculiar or extremely interested in, we would just think about it a while, whether to get it or not. Like wise, not everyone would do the same thing. Especially dealing with such magnificent items which can cure your cancer or a simple disease called "flu". 

On the contrary, nothing beats the heck out of the rating of the movie I'm going to watch. Predict that I'm organizing the worst movie outing again. Seriously, how many movies this year till now, have you rated the best so far! Boom Boom Pow after that? 

Oh well, I'll be still walking through the soil of this world. Ending with lots of emptiness and time. Waste of time. Shoot! Can't I get something out of my mind so that I can really enjoying something I like to do? Seriously again, do you ever do something you like and be inspired by it? Longing and hoping that it would not end. A dream of yours, a goal that you would achieve in say 5 years, a loads that only weigh like a feather, and .... 

Be not the one I am now.

カイ

p/s: still don't get me right?